Old habits break slowly. [06 Mar 2006|08:00pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | My Chemical Romance- Early Sunsets over Monroeville ] So the past few days have made me realize that I do not have the emotional capacity for anything more than one-night stands.

Scratch that. [05 Mar 2006|10:37am] This summer is going to be amazing.

I fell for sure last night. [26 Feb 2006|04:58pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Jimmy Eat World- 23 ] FUCK. I hate falling. Especially AGAIN. But God, does it feel amazing sometimes. I haven't felt this good in well, more than a year. Way more than a year. I can see it spiraling downward as fast as possible though.

[16 Jan 2006|05:22pm] Pretty much a fun weekend. Friday night Ash picked me up. went to wendy's and starbucks. Then we picked Chris up. Donna gave us a lot of popcorn. Then chris and ash slept over. Great time. too many Chuck Norris jokes. On saturday I did absolutely nothing the entire day. Sunday I had to go to Mr. G's wake. First wake ever. Scary to see the body, but comforting at the same time. weird. Saw a bunch of the dancers and actors, then left. Then after that I went to crotch's house. I'm going to make love to her hair, seriously. So her boyfriend thing Oli was there, along with Michelle and Danielle. Danielle's bf came later. There was a lot of making out. Danielle and I touched crotchie's vag vag. Then we decided that we all would start a crew, called the breakfast club, so we did. The end.

SKANK/SCROTUM. [09 Jan 2006|05:08pm] Ashleigh told me to update my livejournal. So I am.

... [14 Dec 2005|10:29pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Cute Is What We Aim For- There's a class for this ] Items I need to write about: Being Happy 10/13/05 and the short story I wrote about it the week of 11/22-11/27 getting Taste of Chaos tickets ...that was a note to myself.

Our favorite song has been repeating all night. [20 Nov 2005|09:00pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Boy's Night Out- Waking ] OKAY, so seriously....could my life get ANY better right now? Wanna know why? Just look at my schedule starting tuesday. Tuesday- ALLIE AND I WILL BE ON DAILY DOWNLOAD WITH MY FUCKING CHEMICAL.ROMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wednesday- NINTENDO FUSION TOUR WITH ASH, BARI, AND ALLIE! Thursday- Thanksgiving with my cousins whom I love!!!!!!!! Friday- ALLIE'S SWEET 16!!!!!!!! Saturday- DANIELLE'S SWEET 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sunday- MERI AND LEEANN DAY PROBABLY?!!!!!     Yes, I do love life. Especially life that exists on Tuesday, November 22nd.

I gained 2 pounds this week. [05 Oct 2005|02:46am] [ mood | FAT. ] [ music | Jimmy Eat World- Pain ]  I would really just do anything to be fucking skinny.

Here it goes, and this won't take long. [27 Sep 2005|11:16pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Circa Survive- Act Appalled ] Life has been pretty fantastic lately. I spend most of my time with my amazing boyfriend, Kerry. He is my EVERYTHING. School is stressful. I hate 12 people in it. 15 days till life. Jamisonparker&Jared Leto were on daily download today. Not that I watch it, my brother was. I felt special bcause I met both of them. But then I said bye to Jamisonparker and said it was nice while it lasted. too many concerts and sweet 16's to keep track of. argggg. That's all.

[31 Aug 2005|10:31pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | The Fall of Troy- Whacko Jacko steals the Elephant ] Dear Distance, I'm sorry i've been so close to you lately.

:-}. [20 Aug 2005|12:36am] [ music | Chiodos- One Day Women ill All Become Monsters ] Tricia and I are friends again. bite it.

[15 Aug 2005|11:32pm] Just for you to all know, I really hate everyone now. Like, everyone in my life. I want to punch in the face. Except for Tricia Bucofsky. And to be honest, I really don't know why. I haven't hated her in two whole days. P.S.- warped tour was fun and none of you will ever hear the end of about how I met Frankie Iero.

insert witty title here. [04 Aug 2005|12:42am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Senses fail- choke on this ] okay, so i really hate senses fail. but for some reason i REALLY like this song. i can relate to it. don't discriminate. another song i recently got into was February 15th by senor oberst. i had it on cd for a while, but i never really listened to it. and now im obsessed. sometimes i really wonder where i'd be without mariya. i love her, she is like definetely one of the greater friends ive had.

upcoming shows...so I don't forget. [02 Aug 2005|01:31pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Millencolin- Ray ] *= ones I have tickets to already. 8/6- Coheed and Cambria 8/6- Ryan's show 8/9- Kings of Leon 8/10- No Hollywood Ending 8/14- warped tour* 8/17- Finch 8/18- The Spill Canvas 8/19- hellfest day one 8/26- Ted Leo and the Pharmacists 8/30- The Used/Glassjaw/Alexisonfire* 9/9- catch22 9/12- Jamisonparker 9/17- hellogoodbye 9/27- The Blood Brothers/Coheed and Cambria/Mewithoutyou* 9/29- pennywise 10/8- streetlight manifesto 10/29- the fucking misfits hmmmm....I know i'm missing a few. I'm gonna try to remember.

[17 Jul 2005|08:32pm] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DOES THIS STILL HURT?!?!?!?! GAHHHH!!!

Gina.(pronounced as in VAgina.) [17 Jul 2005|02:45pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Your mom is a Pokemon Master- Pokemon ] UPDATE! Megan just shoved a tampon up her vag(ina). We went up the boat and shoved giant penises up our anal glands. Then, Danielle and Megan had wild sex. Now, Megan will suck my penis. That was Megan's day from her point of view. The end. This weekend consisted of getting piss drunk, driving on boats while singing the spice girls, and playing harmonicas for money at seaside. Yahummm.

[13 Jul 2005|04:02pm] LITTLE SCENE GIRLS BOTHER ME. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZZZZZZ FFTL!!!!!?!?!?!1111ONE!!!

[12 Jul 2005|11:05pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Ted Leo and the Pharmacists- Where Have All the Rude Boys Go ] So today I was in the car with my mother.She started telling me about how there was this huge article in the New York Times about how American choreagraphy is terrible and it's the worst out there, and how everything now looks exactly the same (modern ballet, also known as contemporary), and how the last really good choreagrapher was Twyla Tharp. And then I heard a calling. This will be changed. There is going to be an explosion of choreagraphy in a few years in which none of you have ever seen before in your life. You know who this is up to? You know who is going to change this? You know who is going to revolutionize the day dances are performed across America? Me. That's right. This band who i discovered about a month ago, Ted Leo and the Pharmacists, very very good band. They're so upbeat and happy, they just make me want to dance, and they make me forget about EVERYTHING that has happened to me over the past month. P.S.- Phil is a fucking douche bag. I love how i was there for him whenver he needed me, including being drunk and crying and vomiting all over his floor. But he can't spare me 10 minutes to listen to me be upset about how my parents treat me because it tortures his poor soul. Aww poor baby. SUCK IT. Whatever. All I have is anger now.

stolen. [07 Jul 2005|05:41pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | The Rocket Summer-Never Knew ] H A V E Y O U E V E R Given anyone a bath?: yes Smoked?: yes Bungee jumped?: nope, i want to. Made yourself throw up?: yes Skinny dipped?: yes Ever been in love?: yes. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes. Cried when someone died?: yes. Been rejected?: yes Rejected someone?: yes Done something you regret?: i suppose. L A S T P E R S O N You touched: i don't remember. Hugged: bari You IMed: ryan IMed you: mariya Called you: crotch You called: probably phil Bought you flowers: my parents. W H O D O Y O U W A N N A Kill: Heche. Slap: Tricia. W H I C H I S B E T T E R Coke or Pepsi: pepsi Flowers or candy: flowers Tall or short: short. R A N D O M In the morning I am: tired and unaware of my surroundings. All I need is: music. Love is: blind and unpredictable. I dream about: my past. What do you notice first: hair and smile, and maybe eyes. Last person you danced with: tony. sam Makes you smile: many people. Who has a crush on you: i can't think of anyone that does. D O Y O U E V E R Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yes Wish you were younger: yes N U M B E R Of times I have had my heart broken: 5 Of hearts I have broken: 1 Of guys I've kissed: 6 or 7 Of girls I've kissed: 1 Of continents I have lived in: one Of tight friends: about 15 Of CD's I own: 237 Of scars on body: 10-ish

[07 Jul 2005|12:13am] Today... I was walking in the mall. And i saw ANDY. weird huh? Yeah...memories came flowing back, and so did old desires, and old goals. I wish these things could just go away.

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